I’m not going to lie, this is probably going to be a trend, me not posting for a few months at a time. I might go back through an post some drafts that I have floating around – I do actually write, but then don’t get around to publishing because I’m crazy/lazy.
I’ve been in a really odd headspace for the last few months. I want to write, I plan posts in my head. But ultimately when I finally sit down and write I feel that most of what comes out of my fingers is utter drivel. I’ve become pretty unfocused when it comes to most things, and it becomes worse as I type. I have a real stream of conscious way of talking, and it doesn’t really look good written down. It doesn’t help that because of the lack of focus my typing is suffering – I make the same silly mistakes over and over again and have to read back through what I’ve written many times before I feel like I can post. I guess its the re-reading that makes me feel like my posts are just drivel.
I’m going to try and loosen up when it comes to writing – and just post the drivel. I may try to just publish each post then read it once it hits the front page – that way I’m forced to edit rather than just letting it hang out it drafts.
Other than my writing problem, life is pretty fucking fantastic. I’ve had a few downs (which I will expand on later – hopefully tomorrow) but mostly I’ve been on the upswing.